I hate life.

I hate life.

what's on my mind?No Idea.my heart seems over filled by nothing,I'm struggling!
I love to knows new friend and I like hangin' out with them.But.it seems like I lack of it since I switched Coll.I usually love with INTI,it doesn't mean I dun like my current coll,but just I felt the people here have a same problem ,they usually ego,played small trick behide and selfish.and I have no idea how I gonna be with them.seriously.but Intians are different ,they usually be nice to people.I miss Inti ,sudden.


now was facing a matter.I was thought I'm failed for "his" subject(one of mine fashion studies).Surprisingly,he passed me ,kinda upset.why he passed me ,I dun wish to pass that subject at all .honestly .Ya ,guess that people will ask ,why?you should glad,you've passed the subject,why seems like unhappy at all?I'm unhappy ,because I passed his subject which mean I need to be same class with those egoistic,selfishness and trickster.totally sick of them,"puked" on them.shamed for them.I couldn't stand of their character.they pretends like they're being friendly to us,sometimes! and even 100% acted infront of lect.GOSH! keep back your fakeness,you guys just make me wanna puked on you.If you're truly ASKING an opinion ,PLEASE ASK PROPERLY but not TEASING and making DECISION by your own.THAT"S NOT CALLED ASKING, ALRIGHT! BITCH!WHAT THE FUCK you posted on facebook said that "同学“共同”学习...一份共同共用的工作场所，竟然划清界限，做事不付全责。...bal bla bla ,做成那副德性...bla bla blah" yes ! damn right !we're in the same class and we should worked together !!but please LOOK AT YOURSELF before saying others! WHEN WE NEED HELPS,WHERE ARE YOU GUYS!?I DON'T OWE U A SHIT,Alright !?use your mind please ,I've done on what I supposed to.and lastly you msg my friend and ask me clean up where I dirts the place,OK ! FINE ! I'll DO IT!but you guys unsatisfied AT ALL !U GUYS WANNA CLEAN UP WHOLE FLOOR U GUYS DIRT BY ME,ALONE ! FUCK UR ASSSHOLE ,I"M NOT A MAID OF YOURS .I Gave you a candy and lastly you request an abalone!when I done it ,you come again by giving me a fuck said that "同学“共同”学习...一份共同共用的工作场所，竟然划清界限，做事不付全责。..blah blah blah,做成那副德性...bla bla bla....",which mean I need to help you guys to cleans those craps! But I have no reason to help due to your ATTITUDE!


Eventually,it makes me start thinking my future studies pathway,should I delay a semester?be honest,I think I could be more happier If I didn't join them.and All fault are blamed on my Director of dept.she shouldn't asked us to join the earlier batch and to be honest,govr wouldn't approve too...! and AGAIN ! DONT ever ASKED US to CHEAT MQA OFFICER! DONT you felt GUILTY!? purposely have a meeting and TEACH us how to answering MQA officers questions and give us a cert to thanks us(so called),to comfort our feeling ,BULLSHIT!




to be continued....
bisou bisou
NIghties !