Thinking too much

The passion starts to be gone,how should it be and how it shouldnt be not longer a question because it's going to end ,ends all ....I always believe that,believe leads lie ;Expectation leads disappointment ,and it happens lastly....waiting might brings surprise ,but the progress took longs and it may have any unexpected changes happened ,maybe not 100% but 98% at least.frankly,I've no fully confident on these anymore and I think all these it just a mess,a trouble ...because it totally messing up my life
right through this moment.I'm totally out of my mind,I don't have an answer for myself when each time i questioned myself ,I don't know that should I adhere or either give up ;believe or either choose not to be.maybe I'm think much;indeed I'm thinking much too,the shadow between isn't at the same place anymore ,it starts disappear when the sunrise rises up,is time to say goodbye?

Distance

last long sighs.i need a deep breath.Im emo.emo .EMO!
p/s*everynight also emo,get used to be.*
share a good news here,my lect eventually approved 4 of my designs.I wanna screammmeddddd with my exciting Mood now NOW! yea , yea , YEA! Finally I can draft my pattern ,choosing fabric and and and...and my Singapore Fabric purchase trip ...YEAH! babeee! <3 <3God Bless ^^<3 muackssss!

Distance.

Hmmm...wonder how and what should I starts with this title.okie,As what I've stated on previous post-the story btw me&someone's...Im tried to keep some distance with him ,because i've no idea on what's on his mind ...his initiative attitude totally freaking me out.HAHA!! !I admitted that im quite initiative girl too.

p/s* depends on situation....*red blushes*

As usual ,we "line" frequently...talking lots of bullshit topic.and even more lame daily-happened stuffs.Now,the reason i wanna and i forced myself to ...keep distance from him ,because I still feel kinda strange to him deep bottom of my heart,indeed we're strange to each other tooo...LOL!we both still not that comprehend each other well.so,keep distance and wait&see how the story gonna be ...stay tuned ...

*P/s: he just sent me a msg *red-red blushes again*..haha!!!

Nights people.

Perception 。Sentiment

The night wasn't young anymore,it's 3.20am right now,yet I'm in insomnia mode again with my emotional thoughts.
Just watched a best movie of April-May "marvel: the avengers "it's really really nice thou....bet u guys would ln love with this movie once you watched :)it's worth enough ....

Alright,let's begins emo story.

Can't denied that I actually have some "feel" towards him and I quite enjoy the time with him,he's a really nice and gentleman guy ,but his recents so called aggressive actions kinda afraid me somehow...what I've think is we both can step forwardly one by one ...but not in fast speed.and my mood now swinging like hell,should I just relax and let it be?hesitation*