Another Emo night falls to me

problem never stop comes around me.I have no idea what's going wrongs with,I starts blaming on myself,questioning myself is it the matter began on me?character?
GOSH,I couldn't figured it out thou.Kinda upset with today,no related with my works,yet A.G.A.I.N ! with my studies matter. Hell,this might be the most harder test ever god given to me.I couldn't find the way out right now.totally struggling now.What am I supposed to do ?How I gonna solve it?I got to figure it out before April,2012.
should I extend a semester or not?lot's of question surrounding my head like stars,headache me.I feel so Emo,helpless,and hopeless.No ones can understand me ,understand my condition and my problem.I know we're now not longer a teenager,but adult.I wish my matter not to bother others.I hope I can handle it well.In fact,it shows a failure signal.

how am I going to solve all these?
I need some guidance .

outstation during weekend

went to my uncle house warming last Saturday which located at Shah Alam.
my uncle is a bachelor,he lives double storey house alone,wonder won't he feels afraid for staying alone,for me..I WILL .haha!!! by the way,he believe on Thai Buddhist,he's kind of loyal prayer .

kinda in love w' house buffets in Shah Alam.their decorations are unique and attractive.and all foods are "HALAL". the most attract me is the ais kacang.i ate double.hehe!!!


On the next day morning (sunday) ,me and family went to centro,klang to have our brunch together relatives.hmmp...the shop kinda famous,I GUESS due to crowded over there.but when comes to taste,i think it just so so,nothing special for me .
but still need to blog about it.hehe!! :D
here I attach the link : http://www.paoxiangbkt.com
maybe next time you guys can taste it your own.<3

courage quote

It takes strength to be firm and it takes courage to be gentle.

It takes strength to conquer and it takes courage to surrender.

It takes strength to be certain and it takes courage to have doubt.

It takes strength to fit in and it takes courage to stand out.

It takes strength to feel a friend's pain and it takes courage to feel your own pain.

It takes strength to endure abuse and it takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone and it takes courage to lean on another.

It takes strength to love and it takes courage to be loved.

It takes strength to survive and it takes courage to live.

madness got covered my brain.

sigh.
I totally sick of these mess.I was thought I could able to run the programme well.yet,I MESSED UP.I'm not trying to offend any ,I meant it.I'm not enough ability to lead ,or not "lead".. somehow,"it will always run out of original"and "things never goes smoothly as you expected" .GOD ! every fall is to tell how strong you are to able get urself up,and never say "NO" to challenges!smile to face ur fears.