Daughter

bibi,can u please get well soon. mummy miss u so much here .. sorry for everything.babe. im just felt so sorry for you.

爱。唯一

爱。可以是唯一；
爱。也可以不是唯一。
爱自己。可以是唯一；
爱别人。可以不是唯一。
失去了，没关系。
告诉自己，一个人也可以很好。
不要难过。不要哭泣。
一些人与事，回忆就好。
不要把＂爱＂看得太重，
把自己看重一些，
人生有太多的＂学＂与＂惜＂。
爱与不爱，适与不适合，能不能在一起。
这是三码字的事情。
选择了，就不要回头望了。
过去；让它过去，
未来；它在等着。

Trust like a paper

hooray!A toast to 2.0.1.3 !! there're no the end of world.rumor... rumors ! rumors has it ! the hard time will passes and the great time is awaiting us,always.so,treasure the people who you love.

somehow,i couldn't really remember how long i had abandoned you,blogger ! it sounds awful ,but I'm just too busy and lazy to blog on this,sorry honey =(

until today...my MC day ! * Medication Certification Day * which is mean ...oh yea yea! I'm fall to sickness once again .=(

Rewind back to DEC 2012,there're lots thing for me to learn and to be tough ,to be more independent ,to be more cheerful and to be glad what i have owned .No much,just feeling has come ...T.T **** WHAT DOESN'T KILL MAKE YOU STRONGER ****

people don't stay in your life forever,everyone just an another passerby in life.no matter how long they stayed,they will eventually leave ..ONE DAY ! we couldn't blame for their leave,because they don;t deserve to stay in your life.what we can learn are only learn to be more strong and tough on accepting their leaving it is a truth.

Trust yourself instead of paying trust on other.no else can believe beside yourself.don't believe on sweet talk,even though it melt your heart , it stayed for a moment but not forever.you will never know the purpose that hidden while they sweet talking with you,especially MAN... To reach what they want, they can giving you thousand of star (promises),but after they got what they wish ...that would be :"sorry,the number you had dialed couldn't reach" or it might be " it's unavailable"! LOL ! so , be a STEADY and SMART lady.

Always bear it on mind ,WE DESERVE BETTER THAN BEFORE.

To be continue........
Alright ,temporarily stop here.
Stay tuned ...sleepy time !
xoxo
Rainie Xannie
Jan 2013

Party !!!

Interested PARTY at these few places?!
here I attached schedule for every happening week♥ ♥ ♥

♥ WEDNESDAY @KL ALIVE(performance by all girl K-POP( SWEETY)
♥ THURSDAY @Ladies 4PLAYv2@ZOUL CLUB KL , DJ Goldfish
♥ FRIDAY @STAGE CLUB KL (LADIES NIGHT)
♥ SATURDAY @MAIN LOUD,ZOUK KL,DJ Goldfish& Blink

DON'T HESITATE TO CALL US UP !!!!
Kelvin Koh 0182255512, Rainie 0167429275
for INQUIRIES, RSVP and GUESTLIST ... !!!!!Its time to ♥ PARTY♥ people!!!!

Thinking too much

The passion starts to be gone,how should it be and how it shouldnt be not longer a question because it's going to end ,ends all ....I always believe that,believe leads lie ;Expectation leads disappointment ,and it happens lastly....waiting might brings surprise ,but the progress took longs and it may have any unexpected changes happened ,maybe not 100% but 98% at least.frankly,I've no fully confident on these anymore and I think all these it just a mess,a trouble ...because it totally messing up my life
right through this moment.I'm totally out of my mind,I don't have an answer for myself when each time i questioned myself ,I don't know that should I adhere or either give up ;believe or either choose not to be.maybe I'm think much;indeed I'm thinking much too,the shadow between isn't at the same place anymore ,it starts disappear when the sunrise rises up,is time to say goodbye?

Distance

last long sighs.i need a deep breath.Im emo.emo .EMO!
p/s*everynight also emo,get used to be.*
share a good news here,my lect eventually approved 4 of my designs.I wanna screammmeddddd with my exciting Mood now NOW! yea , yea , YEA! Finally I can draft my pattern ,choosing fabric and and and...and my Singapore Fabric purchase trip ...YEAH! babeee! <3 <3God Bless ^^<3 muackssss!

Distance.

Hmmm...wonder how and what should I starts with this title.okie,As what I've stated on previous post-the story btw me&someone's...Im tried to keep some distance with him ,because i've no idea on what's on his mind ...his initiative attitude totally freaking me out.HAHA!! !I admitted that im quite initiative girl too.

p/s* depends on situation....*red blushes*

As usual ,we "line" frequently...talking lots of bullshit topic.and even more lame daily-happened stuffs.Now,the reason i wanna and i forced myself to ...keep distance from him ,because I still feel kinda strange to him deep bottom of my heart,indeed we're strange to each other tooo...LOL!we both still not that comprehend each other well.so,keep distance and wait&see how the story gonna be ...stay tuned ...

*P/s: he just sent me a msg *red-red blushes again*..haha!!!

Nights people.

Perception 。Sentiment

The night wasn't young anymore,it's 3.20am right now,yet I'm in insomnia mode again with my emotional thoughts.
Just watched a best movie of April-May "marvel: the avengers "it's really really nice thou....bet u guys would ln love with this movie once you watched :)it's worth enough ....

Alright,let's begins emo story.

Can't denied that I actually have some "feel" towards him and I quite enjoy the time with him,he's a really nice and gentleman guy ,but his recents so called aggressive actions kinda afraid me somehow...what I've think is we both can step forwardly one by one ...but not in fast speed.and my mood now swinging like hell,should I just relax and let it be?hesitation*